And I'm lonely here inside of me

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 23:56:14 GMT

Good bye everyone.

It was good getting to know you all.

I hope you all have a wonderful life!

*hugs you all*

I wont be back on again. Im getting rid of the internet. I wont be back.

Slainte

FUCK YOU!!!!

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 22:34:53 GMT

*snarls, with hackles raised* NEVER!!!! NEVER in my entire life have I been so insulted and hurt! I'm not someone you can just fucking push around. You don't insult me. You DONT use me. You don't treat me like something you scrape off your vile shoes. No one treats me that way!

I'm sick of it!!!!

I'm through with all of this shit.

I'm outta here! I'm not fucking coming back either! I'm gone from the internet.

I'm sick of this shit!!!

Dont expect to hear from me again.

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 22:02:00 GMT

Blackwolflady7 [4:44 PM]: question
Blackwolflady7 [4:45 PM]: is the glass half empty or half full to you?
Midnight Twold [4:45 PM]: half full
Midnight Twold [4:45 PM]: why
Blackwolflady7 [4:45 PM]: wanna know what it is to me?
Midnight Twold [4:45 PM]: sure
Midnight Twold [4:46 PM]: empty?
Blackwolflady7 [4:46 PM]: to me it just means I need to refill it
Midnight Twold [4:46 PM]: hahahah

*giggles*

I watched CSI Miami last night. It was so sad. I didn't like who died.

*howls*

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 21:00:33 GMT

*sits on her tail* I'm getting a few 4 leaf clovers done on me. I've got irish in me and I'm proud of it.

GOtta show off my irish pride

*tailwag*

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 20:25:46 GMT

Today's been fuckin' stressful

My knee hurts.

I need a fucking drink!

*goes off to get one*

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 20:24:27 GMT

Today's not a very good day.

Too stressful

Erf!

*curls up into a tight ball* My left knee is killing me.

I dont know if its going to rain at all.. Maybe it is maybe not.

ALl I know its autumn-close enough, and it's damp.

Grah!

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 16:48:51 GMT

midnight_foxx I drew something for you! It's in my DA gallery.

http://www.blackpaws.deviantart.com

I hope you like it.

shadowwolf1 are we still going to meet up Sunday?

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 14:48:39 GMT

I couldnt go to school today because I have food poisioning. *whimper* I got to school and I threw up in the parking lot. I went in to talk to my teachers to get the assignments and tell them the reason I wasnt going to be in school. They understood. I went to the doctor. She gave me meds and a shot in the bum. *winces*

I'm so miserable, I could use a margarita right now. But I'm too sick for one. lol

Tonight is Blue Collar TV on Comedy Central..and also CSI Miami is on tonight. I can't wait to see it.

Wednesday night is CSI New York. I'm really looking forward to that.

*curls up into a tight ball*

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 22:59:01 GMT

Right now I'm having some Jack Daniels Hurricane Punch. It's really good. I'm in love with JD.

JD, margaritas, and Barcardi Vanilla are really good. My favorite drinks ever.

*licks her paw* I hurt it again. I got my hand slammed in the door today. Its not as badly injured as before though

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 01:50:56 GMT

*tailwags* Had my first margarita ever tonight. I dont know why.. but I feel extremely special for some odd reason. It was really good. Strawberry and Mango. *murrs* Yumminess! heh

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 19:04:50 GMT

Nefratiti

Which ancient Greek god/dess are you? by roomwithamooseandgir
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Greek god/dess-ize me!	Artemis - moon goddess, hunter

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there's a connection with me and her *tailwags*

Which Goddess Are YOU? by Fairy_number_13
Name:
LJ Username:
Zodiac Sign:
Greek Goddess:	Athena: Goddess of Wisdom
Roman Goddess:	Vesta: Goddess of Heart and Home
Pagan Goddess:	Cerridwen (Welsh): Moon and Harvest Goddess

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What is Your Egyptian God or Goddess? by truevampiricNTT
Name
Favorite Color
Gender
Your Inner God/Goddess	Anubis, God of the Underworld

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bugs? o_O

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 18:51:03 GMT

What goddess were you?(Made up goddesses) by Syntia
Your name:
Your goddess name:	Sylaka
What you were the goddess of:	Elements
Country you ruled over:	France
Birthday:	July 16, 1525
Your element:	Fire
Colour:
Sacred Animal:	Bugs (O.o)

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Sat, 18 Sep 2004 18:42:58 GMT

Meet Your Inner Vampire by efui
Your name :
Age :	77
Weaknesses :	You hate being a vampire, you hate yourself, you hate the world and are constantly too depressed to really notice what is happening around you.
Special powers :	When you see a human, you usually know when they are going to die.
Place of residence :	A nice house in Dublin.
Feeding habits :	You like your victims young and innocent.
Appearance :	You look like a jrocker: Lots of make-up, pvc, leather, fishnet, collars and bright colors.

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Rocky Horror Picture Show Sex Finder by BohemianBitch
Name
Your Pleasure Giver	Magenta
Number of Times You Do the Deed	4
Location	In the lift

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Which LoTR Character Will You Most Likely Rape? by Cardila
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Shoe Size
Favorite Color of Jelly Bean
Character	Legolas
Reason Why He Submits	"A new carrot? How did you know that mine broke?"

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Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero Name	Emo Kid
Super Power	Can Cry On Command
Enemy	Trailer Trash Tom
Mode Of Transportation	City Bus
Weapon	Tampons

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hahaha!! Tampons? *dies*

What Weapon Are You? pictures by Fairy_number_13
LJ Username
Birthday
Favorite Color
Weapon
Date You Will Use It	September 12, 2019
People You Will Kill	588

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What Weapon Are You? pictures by Fairy_number_13
LJ Username
Birthday
Favorite Color
Weapon
Date You Will Use It	September 12, 2019
People You Will Kill	588

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Dragon Type by fraudulent
Username
Karma	Good
Scale Color	Black
Wings	None
Eyes	Everlasting Blue
Guardian of the	Amethyst

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Your Best Sex: by coralxfang
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Where	On your computer desk.
When	June 7, 2017
How Long? ( hours )	28
Good Or Bad	Mind-blowing.

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ow...that would hurt...since I have a lot of things on my computer desk..

Why would you commit suicide? by chibiodango
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Favorite color
Lucky number
Day of death	January 27, 2039
Commited Suicide because..?	Too much stress.

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thats just sick...

Which LOTR man were you stalking? by LadyBella
Name (user or otherwise):
Age:
Who you were stalking:	Orlando Bloom
Purpose:	It’s a present. For your friend. Yea.
Result:	One week flat on your back in your room.

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Who from AFI will you fuck? by driedflowers
Your Name
Your Favourite AFI Song
Band Member:	Hunter
Why?	You're sexy.
Were you any good?	You sucked.
Was he?	He was incredible. Godly.

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Who were you in a past life? by Kat007
Name:
Birthdate:
Favorite Color:
Country:
You were most probably:	Edgar Allan Poe
If not then you were:	A pair of womens' leotards

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lol

How will Lucius Malfoy seduce you? by anathdemalfoy
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House
His actions	He sends you "secret admirer" notes by owl
Outcome	He divorces Narcissa and marries you

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Who will be your lucky LotR-cast husband by cam_a
Date of wedding	December 1, 2048
Price	268,463
Husband	Sean Bean
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Who will be your lucky LotR-cast husband by cam_a
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Price	252,380
Husband	Viggo Mortensen
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yummyness. lol

Which Viggo, Sean B., Sean A., Jason, Eric, and Johnny character will you have sex with? by peterthorkelson
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Viggo Mortensen character	Frank Hopkins (Hidalgo)
Sean Bean character	Richard Sharpe (Sharpe Series)
Jason Issacs character	Capt. Mike Steele (Black Hawk Down)
Sean Astin character	Billy Tepper (Toy Soldiers)
Johnny Depp character	Sam (Benny & Joon)
Eric Bana character	Hector (Troy)
how many times with each	21

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What Element Are You? by Dazza
User Name
Color
Element	Spirit
Main Power	Talk to animals
Familiar	Big cat
Shapeshifter Form	Fox

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Sat, 18 Sep 2004 17:25:48 GMT

What is your real full name?	Jess Morton
What is your favorite vegetable?	Sweet potatoes
What is your favorite ice cream?	orange pineapple
What was your first road trip?	Going to Ohio with a few friends
Do you have a birthmark? If so, where?	yes, on my left ribcage
Would you buy me a midget?	no, sorry
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?	Dont want to be reminded thank you very much
Hey, baby, what's YOUR sign?	Leo baby!
Do you have any siblings?	yes
Are you mocking me?	Why yes, I suppose I am
What is your liquor of choice?	Jack Daniels
What is your beer of choice?	I hate beer, so I'm not choosing anything
What is your favorite ethnic cuisine?	Ermm.. dunno really
Would you go skydiving?	maybe
Which Iron Chef do you like the most: Iron Chef Chinese Chen Kenichi, Iron Chef French Hiroyuki Sakai, Iron Chef Japanese Masaharu Morimoto, or Iron Chef Italian Kobe Masahiko?	dont know
What do you think about Chairman Kaga's wardrobe?	rae who?
Which Aqua Teen Hunger Force character can you most relate to?	erm..
If you could live anywhere AND take however many people you wanted with you, where would you live?	I'd live in Greenland again
Who would you take with you?	my mom, and a few friends
How old were you when you first drank?	haha like 10
What is your favorite place that you have ever visited?	Too many to list
Where do you want to visit next?	Eygpt
What color are your socks today?	I'm not wearing socks
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 16:59:02 GMT

Rainy days always bring the worst moods out of people.

*curls up into a tight ball*

My family's at each others throats today.

Erf!

Last night was fun. I had a few drinks, than had Rusty pick me up. I refuse to get behind the wheel drunk, or get in a car with a driver whos been drinking. Ive lost friends from those mistakes. Im not making the same ones..

I'm going to have to go out in the pouring rain today to do some errands. Bleh!

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 21:50:21 GMT

Going out later on tonight with a few buddies..only if my headache goes away. Which I really hope it does. My friends are taking me to a pub I haven't been to yet. I'm thinking about lying down until they come over. Maybe lying down will make me feel better.

Shadow, IM me sometime about further plans on meeting up for locobazoooka all right? *tailwaves*

Good thing about weekends, for me? Getting to sleep in! woot!

Monday, Saturday, Wednesday, and Friday nights are the nights I dont have to go to bed early and get up early the next day.

I gotta do my homework tomorrow.

Erf!

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 21:29:10 GMT

*curls up* I have a really bad headache right now. Meds arent helping either.

ERF!!

I was watching the weather channel last night with my mom. We saw the photos of Okaloosa county..Fort Walton Beach. In Okaloosa, I saw a building we lived near when I was little and still lived down there.

Its creepy.

The beach erosions.. Grah!

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 16:56:40 GMT

Why do some people have to be SO difficult?! *growl*

*snaps angerly at their paws*

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 16:19:00 GMT

School was fun today. I enjoyed it a lot. Only had two classes today. Both my favorites heh.

*sits on her tail* I feel like everyone hates me right now. None of my friends talk to me, or anything anymore.

I guess when it gets to times like this, when friends no longer pick up the phone when you call...Ihave to enjoy time to myself.

Quite frankly I need a bit of a break from all the people around here where I live.

I'm just in one of those moods..

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 00:10:31 GMT

What is a good quote for you? by grlinterupted
Name
Color
Say what??	"Every time I go to the doctors I get a jacket, a straight one. It makes me feel special because I get to hug myself."

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White Fang called me tonight..yayness! heh

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 20:25:52 GMT

*rolls onto her back, swishing her tail around wildly* I'm doodling something for Midnight right now. heh :) I hope he'll like it. I'll scan it and put it up on my gallery on DA once I'm done with it.

Gotta call White Fang tonight..before 8.

I'm going to be watching Blue Collar TV tonight. Been waiting to watch it. *bounce bounce bounce* Bill Engvall and Jeff Foxworthy are great.

Gotta finish up my hw for tomorrow. Only have 2 more things to do.. *lolls tongue*

Matrona just came over and licked my forearm. She's growing up. She's not my lil girl anymore. heh :)

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 16:35:35 GMT

Eeee!!! I saw my lil red fox buddy last night! He came into the yard when I was walking Matrona and Rags. He's beautiful. He just looked at us for a few seconds, than with a swish of his tail, he turned and went back into the woods. *giggles* I love his tail.

*sits on her haunches* I'd like to thank Midnight, Lobo, Schnee, and everyone else that helped me come to my senses yesterday during my suicidal moment. I really appreciate it. It makes me feel really good knowing there are so many that care about me.

*curls her tail about her paws* Halloween is coming up. I still don't know what to do for it. I might call White Fang up tonight and ask him what he's doing. Maybe he and I can hang out. I want to go to Salem soon. I miss that place..

I haven't heard from Redstorm for a while now. *flicks ears* I'm getting a bit worried. I know he's most likely busy. But I cant help being worried. I miss talking with my brother.

Rusty and Jackell came over today after going to McDonalds and picking up some food. They got me Chicken Selects-10 pieces, with honey mustard sauce. *tailwag* They're not bad. I just hate watching the ads on tv for them. The guy in it is SO annoying. I think he's been in a commercial or a tv show before. I've seen him from somewhere.

I'll only be having 2 classes tomorrow at school. Yay.

My hand's doing a lot better. I can actually write and draw now. But it hurts to do so.. Still it's an approvement.

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 16:13:12 GMT

Pensicola and Fort Walton Beach FL got hit by Ivan..

It's so weird because I used to live there. *curls up with her tail* Creepy..

gacked from the dingo

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 21:52:59 GMT

* Name: Luna Black Paws
* Nicknames: Black Paws, She wolf, Luna
* Screen name: blackwolflady7 and blackwolfessluna
* Birthday: July 28 1983
* Age: 21
* Weight: 168 lbs
* Astrological sign: Leo
* Chinese zodiac: Pig I think
* Location: MA
* Status: Taken :)
* Eye color: reddish brown with gold tint
* Height: between 5'5 and 5'6"
* Shoe size: 8-9
* Parents still together: Nope
* Siblings: By blood, 2 sisters. and I have 2 stepbrothers
* Nieces/nephews: yes Kids of your own: nope
* Grandkids: no
* Pets: 2 dogs, numerous mice and rats, 2 cats, a gecko and a few fish.
* Education: college
* Rent, lease, or own your home: erm.. my grandparents own it. just live here and pay rent
* Have any credit cards: nope sorry
* What do you drive? 2004 Chey Aveo.. also my friends mustang

FAVORITE...

* Color: black..midnight blue..crimson red
* Number: 7, 13, 25, 69.
* Animal: wolfie..tigers..any animal really
* Vehicle: 1970 ford boss mustangs
* Flower: roses
* Scent: sandalwood, and jasimine
* Shape: Pentacle
* Drink: Kahula, Barcadi O3, Jack Daniels Homepunch and Black Jack Cola, Absolut Vodka.
* Soda: Mountain Dew Pitch Black..I think its called..
* Book: Anything by Stephen King, Alice Borchardt, Dean R Koontz, Anne Rice, Angus Wells..the list goes on
* Band: Godsmack, Lacuna Coil, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Steppenwolf, a few bands White Fang got me into, Dogfight, Purge DI, CCR, UUG, Linkin Park, Hendrix
* Song: Voodoo Child~Hendrix, FreeBird~lynyrd skynyrd, Faint~Linkin Park, Drivel~UUG, Serenity~Godsmack.
* Food: steak...chicken...grits

DO YOU...

* Color your hair: yes
* Twirl your hair: yes.
* Have tattoos: yes
* Piercings: yes.
* Cheat on tests/homework: no
* Drink/smoke: drink yes, smoke no
* Like roller coasters: yes
* Wish you could live somewhere else: yes
* Want more piercings: oh yes
* Like cleaning: at times..depends on what im cleaning
* Write in cursive or print: i have a style of combinding the two. I call it Printsive. heh
* Carry a donor card: yes.
* Swear a lot: yes.
* Own a web cam: not yet.
* Know how to drive: yes
* Diet: yes at times
* Own a cell phone: nope
* Ever get off the damn computer: yes believe it or not.
* Habla espanol: No hablo espanol?
* Do drugs: used to but not anymore thank god
* Have a dream that keeps coming back: Yes.
* Play an instrument: yes lots
* Believe there is life on other planets: yes
* Remember your first love: yes
* Still love him/her: No.
* Read the newspaper: Sometimes.
* Have any homosexual friends: yes
* Believe in miracles: sometimes..but not a lot
* Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: anything is possible i guess
* Consider yourself tolerant of others: depends.
* Consider love a mistake: yes and no
* Have a favorite candy: sweet tarts
* Do well in school: yes
* Go to or plan to go to college: going to college
* Wear hats: almost every day
* Hate yourself: at times
* Have an obsession: Yes.
* Have a secret crush: yes on a celeb lol.
* Do they know yet: celeb lol
* Collect anything: Yep.
* Have a best friend: 3 best friends
* Close friends: yes
* Like your handwriting: no
* Care about looks: nope.

HAVE YOU EVER...

* Gotten a speeding ticket: yep
* Gotten a DUI: No
* Been in a wreck: yes
* Been arrested: *hangs head* yes
* Been in a fist fight: yes.
* Kicked someone in the nuts: yes
* Stolen anything: no
* Held a gun: yes
* Drank alcohol: yes
* Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name: no
* Considered a life of crime: sometimes
* Considered being a hooker: at times.
* Cried over a girl: no
* Cried over a guy: yes
* Lied to someone: once
* Been in love: yes
* Fallen for your best friend? Yes.
* Made out with someone who was just a friend: once
* Been rejected: Yes
* Used someone: No
* Been used: yes
* Been kissed: Yes.

CURRENT...

* Mood: relaxed
* Music: Faceless~Godsmack
* Taste: honey
* Hair: short/medium length, marroon, curly
* Annoyance: my uterus hurting.
* Smell: *sniff* cookies baking
* Thing you ought to be doing: homework
* Windows open: lj, DA, AOL welcome screen, buddylist, google
* Desktop picture: waves with sunlight reflecting on it
* Book: The Mummy~ Anne Rice
* CD in stereo: Godsmacks faceless
* Crush: my mate, kan *murrs* also a celeb crush too
* Favorite celeb: Eric Bana and Viggo Mortensen..as well as Johnny Depp, and my guys in Dogfight
* Hate: a few people
* Job: none. concentrating on school

THE LAST...

* Book you read: Porno~ Irvine Welsh
* Movie you saw: Underworld.
* Thing you ate: Granola bar *gah*
* Person you talked to on the phone: White Fang

LOVE LIFE...

* First crush: dont remind me
* First kiss: *makes face*
* Single or attached: attatched.
* Ever been in love: yes
* Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes.
* Do you believe in "the one": yes
* Describe your ideal significant other: Someone who is caring, trustworthy, respectful, has a good sense of humor, and is understanding, has a open mind, and has a good head on their shoulders.

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 20:56:37 GMT

My friend Lobo emailed me a list of reasons why I should live.. It's so touching:

1. Do you really want to be six feet under?

2. I don't see any ring on your finger.

3. You haven't had pups yet!!!!!

4. Everything that happens is temporary.

5. They don't play lynyrd skynyrd up there.

6. Hell's too hot!

7. Your art talent would go to waste.

8. You can't be a free wolf if you're stuck in a box.

9. Your schooling would be worthless.

10. You'd be hurting the ones who love and care about you.

11. You'd be hurting yourself!

12. Matrona and Rags would miss you.

13. You go, that means no more skateboarding.

14. Your bass would get lonely

15. We wouldnt be able to discuss ancient egypt with each other.

16. You're LUNA!

17. What would life be without you around to make it interesting again?

18. Your mom needs you here, in the fur!

19. You haven't even met your new lil sister yet!

20. Two words; MORE TATTOOS!!!

21. You just turned 21! Enjoy it while you can.

22. End things now, you'll come back as a dung beetle, or a gray squirrel!

23. You and Venoum wouldn't be able to hang out and be your weird, unique selves.

24. No more chocolate for you missy!

25: You go and no more swishy tails for you.

26. This world would be so dull without you.

Just a few of the reasons he wrote..